As much as I love my expat family, I have to be very careful with how I share my faith. As a Christian, I knew moving to a mostly Islamic country would be a challenge. I wasn't too concerned about living with my expat community because I had friends that weren't Christians in Texas. I wasn't ready. Spending 31 years in the Bible Belt did not prepare me to live in the other 98% of the world. I'm learning that people who are not Christians in the Bible Belt either hold similar values or have become very tolerant of us. Other people - not so much. I adore my new friends but there are individuals that do not hold either similar values or tolerance. This is a HUGE eye opener for sheltered Dana. I have seen people physically respond when I talk about my faith/Jesus - face turn to stone, turn away to not look at me, arms cross, literally taking steps back, or being able to see a "wall" come up. And I'm not saying anything more than the fact that I went to church last night.
I am in the process of learning how to be real with my faith in new ways. It makes me miss being fully transparent and fully known by people. So as an attempt to keep relationships open, I'm starting this second blog. If you want light hearted, travel, or everyday types of posts, keep checking out the other blog. I'll still update it and post those links to facebook. This one will not be mailed out. It will share what I'm struggling with, working through, and needing prayer for. It will be more transparent and real. I'm not promising anything life changing - just honesty.
So welcome.

I'm so glad you decided to do this. You know I'm praying for you. And I love you. Completely transparent and all.
ReplyDeleteI have to "amen" Erin... I've been missing hearing more of that side of you - I'm so glad you didn't just resign yourself to the new situation, but instead found a way for both worlds to exist. Perhaps sometime soon, they can merge into one.
ReplyDeleteKeep the faith!! I love you -